With only a little over two weeks left before Bradley leaves, all of it is starting to hit me. If I spend too much time thinking about it the tears start rolling, so I do my best to avoid it. I'm trying to savor every minute we have left by holding onto every hug a little longer, giving him two kisses instead of one, and telling him how much I love him every day. I know this will not be our last time to go this long without seeing each other. We've done 3 months after we first started dating, BUT we Skype-ed almost every day. Not being able to speak to him or hear from him is going to drive me bonkers. There's nothing easy about thinking something you want to tell your best friend and not being able to pick up the phone and call, but we will pull through. I know I will have the support of my loving family and his. Prayers for strength are very much appreciated!!
Over the past several weeks I've stayed fairly busy. I've been commuting to Denton just about every weekend to accomplish something toward the wedding. We've booked a DJ, gotten a few more decorations, I tried on dresses for the first time (lots of fun!), and took care of some detailing with the wedding coordinator. So far, minus one "Bridal meltdown," everything has been smooth sailing. This coming weekend we will meet with a photographer and taste cake. The goal is for all the booking of stuff to be done by December. Here's to hoping we accomplish our goal!!
I ordered a book off of Amazon last night called "What No One Tells the Bride." Anxious to see what it says!! I found it while browsing in Barnes&Noble yesterday, but wasn't willing to pay almost $20 for a paperback book, so I looked on Amazon and got one for $0.01, and after paying for it to be here within 6 days, I only dished out $7. I like a good deal :-)
